Dela-bunny

03/13/06 It seems that when I do something for him, it's not good enough. I got him something he wanted today but it wasn't the one he had in mind, it wasn't the brand he liked, it was cheaper than the one he wanted, it just wasn't good enough. So I told him "Well I'm not going to use it, so I might as well throw it away," He was taken aback, it was something him and I were going to use together, something we had both been excited about  few days earlier, he finally took it. I've had to change a few things for him, my page, the way I act around someone, I have to hide things, I cannot say his name for the fear that he might loose something

https://www.deviantart.com/deviation/24885886/ The link above is a poem dedicated to me from a very good friend of mine, that a few of you know. I've known her since I was four, and through the ages of 8, 9, and a bit of 10 this went on in my life and she was there for me for the time afterwards as I was always told this was ok, it was alright, but if I told anyone, espcially my mother I would get in a lot of trouble. Fei (who wrote this poem) only knew about the age of 10, my mother and peter (my father*glare*)  only knew about the two pervious years, it was just something i never thought to tell anyone. but I want everyone to realize, th